favorite

i roll the window down
and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road
and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
then looking upwards
i strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
"do they collide?"
i ask and you smile.
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter.

when you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
when you need directions then i'll be the guide
for all time.
for all time.

There is definitely a direct correlation between how much I laugh each day and how happy I am in my life, and I have been laughing so much lately.

in the last two days i
~watched american beauty
~wrote a paper on it
~did an extra credit assignment
~did spanish hw
~picked housing for next year
~registered for classes for next semester
~caught up on my personality project

stress is slowly melting away

Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in.

This break was a tease and made me want summer so much more. I loved hanging out with everyone and I can't wait for the next three and a half weeks to be done so I can relax and enjoy summertime with a lot of people that I love. Then this morning I woke up to a train ticket, a metrocard, and a check for my ticket waiting for me on the kitchen counter. My parents are very generous.
:)

i feel so



weighed




























down

IM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH LIFE AND I HAVE NO SUPPORT.
none.

:(