happiness not real unless shared

"You know what I don't understand? I don't understand why people, why every fucking person, is so bad to each other so fucking often. It doesn't make sense to me - judgment, control, all that... the whole spectrum."

those two things being: 1. the supernatural, and 2. uncontrollable, overpowering, life-altering, irrevocable love

In a way, I live for these things. But that doesn't mean I fully believe in the reality of them either. Maybe it's only the impossible presence of the first that can allow for the existence of the second. I still dream anyway.