ally

i am so fully aware of everything going on around me to the point that its making me crazy. maybe i should learn to like smoking pot.

to do:
1. return to yoga after the last week of feeling a little sickly
2. rely on no one but myself for happiness
3. return to my old philosophy of loving everyone despite their flaws, i was always happier being friends with everyone instead of hating everyone
4. stop planning every day, week, month in advance
5. stop worrying altogether
6. stop giving a shit what anyone thinks
7. do something drastic