ally

today i woke up late and then found out i did bad on the test i thought i did great on... then i went to a meeting about pre-health (courses that you need for medical school) and basically got told my gpa wasn't great (3.35? whatEVER) and im going to be in school til i die. even if i start now im still going to be taking classes after i graduate and i think it will prevent me from going abroad so fuck that. maybe ill go to a masters program and get a job and then take classes and go to med school. or maybe ill be poor for my whole life and never accomplish anything.

now i have to go study and take a midterm which ill probably just do bad on anyway AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCK i wanna go home